In My Opinion

Obviously this is a bland title, and that was the point because I really had no other way to put it. So recently I have been thinking about dating relationships and how so often guys are like, super attractive and all the girls fall all over them. Obviously that isn't me, and you may think I'm crazy but I am glad that I am not that way. The reason is that I want to earn a girls affection and respect, not settle for it. I feel like that if I go for a girl who already likes me, there's no challenge and therefore I will take that girl for granted. To clarify things, I am not saying I want a girl to give me the cold shoulder, but what I am saying is that I want a chance. Now you might think me weird, and that's normal, and you also may find this very random, which it is. There is also another, more important aspect to this though. Obviously God loved me before I ever loved Him, but I did not settle for His love. There is no love more greater than His. But I feel like so often, too often, I take His love for granted and go about this world searching for a way to fulfill that desire for love. This comes from me not realizing the importance of the cross and the price Jesus paid for me with His blood. There is no way to earn this love, you just have to accept it.